As you all may know, I have departed from the Clan.. And as you may know, It was for the best. I need to sit down and rethink my actions before i jump in and say what i say. I wan't to make a deep apoligy for all the things i have burdened you on.
I made Gol leave, I screwed up my friendship with each and everyone of you.. I shouldn't really have been in OHU for as long as i have been. I realise now what shit i have done, What crap and tears and shit you have had to endure from me. My constant shit coming out my mouth. I should have been kicked long ago.
Of course now im Clanless, I will not be able to return for the countless stupid and pathetic times i have joined and rejoined. I WILL be making myself a new PSN so people won't face me.. I also want to apoligise deeply to Goliath to all the shit he had to endure from me.
Goliath, your one of the best leaders i layed my eyes on, I said that shit to hurt you and i took it too far, I doubt you are reading this but please if you do, I can not be more sorry than im right now. I understand what work, time and effort you put in, How loyal you were to OHU and how you would stick by it 24/7, through thick and thin. Again, Im sorry.
To Wolf/Blade, Greatest leader ever in the history of Leadership. A true friend and a true teammate. A person who went on and on even though times were tough and when people pressured you from all angles. I could never imagine what stress you would have indured. When we kept Fanboing about Dragonforce and you hassling me about me giving you the New Album. Thus, now, this means nothing anymore..
Iam speaking to you all from the pit of my heart, I understand what a annoying cock i was. And how you all thought i was a dick, cunt, wanker or whatever. Your right. Iam.
I shouldn't have blown out in a rage but i did and that's how iam. That's what makes us Human and not a Cyborg. I blast out too many times and say things that shouldn't matter to me. But that's how iam... I can't come back... You guys shoudn't have me in your team...
To the rest of you, Jassy, Shadow, BeatoX, Hog, Lynx, Loopy, Blade, Gol, Ric, Raven, Memz, Cloud, Ghillie, Yoro, Remmy, Tony, The Raidens, and to those i forgot..
Iam deeply, truly sorry...